Dec 26, 2007

Last cd for 2007

King Lychee - Stand Strong
2nd hand /RM20 including postage/ garage sales

"They laugh at us because we are different
We laugh at them because they're all the same"
This is Hong Kong Hardcore, bebeh.

Dec 23, 2007

Cool @#$% of the week

Iron Maiden's Boeing 757 for Somewhere Back in Time World Tour '08!

What happened to all the nice guys?

Found this interesting read on the net... for the girls who keep asking, maybe this (to some extend) can answer your question.

What happened to all the nice guys?

See, if you think back, really hard, you might vaguely remember that one guy pal who always seemed to want to spend time with you. He'd tag along with you when you went shopping, hang out for coffee, or even sit there and hold you while you sobbed and told him about how horribly the (other) guy that you were f***ing treated you.

At the time, you probably joked with your girlfriends about how he was a little puppy dog, always wanted to follow you around, trying to do things to get you to pay attention to him. They probably teased you because they thought he had a crush on you. Given that his behavior was, admittedly, a little pathetic, you vehemently denied having any romantic feelings for him, and buttressed your position by claiming that you were "just friends." Besides, he totally wasn't your type. I mean, he was a little too short, or too bald, or too fat, or too poor, or didn't know how to dress himself, or basically be or do any of the things that your tall, good-looking, fit, rich, stylish boyfriend at the time pulled off with such ease.

Eventually, your guy buddy drifted away, as your relationship with the boyfriend got more serious and spending time with this other guy was, admittedly, a little weird, if you werent dating him. More time passed, and the boyfriend eventually cheated on you, or became boring, or you realized that the things that attracted you to him weren't the kinds of things that make for a good, long-term relationship. So, now, you're single again, and after having tried the dating scene for several months having only encountered players and douche bags, you wonder, "What happened to all the nice guys?"

Well, you did.

You ignored the nice guy. You used him for emotional intimacy without reciprocating.. You laughed at his consideration and resented his devotion. You valued the aloof boyfriend more than the attentive "just-a-" friend. Eventually, he took the hint and moved on with his life. He probably came to realize, one day, that women aren't really attracted to guys who hold doors open; or make dinners just because; or buy you a gift that you mentioned, in passing, that you really wanted five months ago; or listen when you're upset; or hold you when you cry. He came to realize that, if he wanted a woman like you, he'd have to act more like the boyfriend that you had. He probably cleaned up his look, started making some money, and generally acted like more of an ******* than he ever wanted to be.

Fact is, now, he's probably fooling around, and in a way, your ultimate rejection of him is to thank for that. And I'm sorry that it took the complete absence of "nice guys" in your life for you to realize that you missed them and wanted them. Most women will only have a handful of nice guys stumble into their lives, if that.

So, if you're looking for a nice guy, here's what you do:

1.) Build a time machine.
2.) Go back a few years and pull your head out of your ass.
3.) Take a look at what's right in front of you and grab ahold of it.

I suppose the other possibility is that you STILL don't really want a nice guy, but you feel the social pressure to at least appear to have matured beyond your infantile taste in men. In which case, you might be in luck, because the nice guy you claim to want has, in reality, shed his nice guy mantle and is out there looking to unleash his cynicism and resentment onto someone just like you.

If you were five years younger.

So, please: either stop misrepresenting what you want, or own up to the fact that you've f***ed yourself over. You're getting older, after all. It's time to excise the bullshit and deal with reality. You didn't want a nice guy then, and he certainly doesn't f***ing want you, now.

So, what happened to all the nice guys you asked?
The answer is simple: you did.

A Recovering Nice Guy

so what do you think, beb/babe?

Dec 19, 2007

Cerekarama Malam Aidiladha

Darker than Transpotting or Fear & Loathing in Last Vegas, malam ni aku layan Requiem for a Dream for the first time.

Verdict: Jared Leto on par with McGregor and Depp. Excellent score by Clint Mansell / Kronos Quartet. (Check out the cool
Paul Oakenfold remix of Lux Aeterna here.)

A disturbing romantic tale for the lost generation. Nice one.

Dec 17, 2007

breath in.. breath out...

i would be lying if i say i'm fine and ok... all sunshine and butterfly and all that crap.
but i will say it anyway.

@#$%^ OK!

sometime how we truly feel and what we say out loud
involuntarily contradict each other for reasons even Google doesnt have a clue.
Maybe if you lie to yourself long enough, it might become real.

good thing i'm a great liar.

photo from:

Dec 15, 2007


A.. or B?
Jawapan muktamad...? :)

Dec 7, 2007

Membaca itu jambatan ilmu..... (or something like that)

From: Maria Ann []
Sent: Wednesday, December 05, 2007 7:34 PM
To: 'Anitha Hamid'; '0-JM-Jo'; '0-LC-Lewis'; 'Maria Ann'; '0-ML-Min Lee'; '0-RG-Roshini'; '0-SA-Syahrul'; '0-SM-Santhi'; '0-SS-Sharmini'; '0-TN-Terry'; '0-YA-Yvonne'; '0-YP-Yen Phin'; '0-ZZ-Zul'

Subject: Targets Meeting-FYE08Q2-decisions-updated

Hi All,

RM 52 will be given to each PPer in this thread for Q4’s achievement. Of RMXXX K.
Please take note:

2. Second tier: Amount reached beyond 1st tier: X% of the additional amount to be given out in cash for use either
a. self actualisation: educational purposes. eg books [this is extended to any items you can get from a bookstore including CDs, stationery etc], classes for areas of improvement/interests [eg music class].
b. social transformation: donation to a cause or person from which/whom you do not expect direct benefits (e.g. you can't donate to a family member or close friend)

Please collect the cash from me.
The Second tier bonus booth will be open from now till December 24th.

Thank you


So, buku mender aku nak beli ni agak2 nyer?

Dec 5, 2007

PP Celebration Makan 2007 @ Prince

*baru sampai nak makan dah kena posing pulak.... ieman dgn haziq masih sempat buat muka kiut walaupun perut lapar

*aweks aweks opis aku berposing sakan seperti tiada hari esok

*pebende ntah si dave dgn lewis sembang aku purak2 dgr tapi sebenarnya aku busy layan makan

*pose yg aku sangkakan cool rupanya tak cool lansung dalam gambar! (dalam mulut ade ikan ). Poyo siut budak ni kata dave dlm hati.

*auntie lechumi sedang kekenyangan rasa begitu lega ari ni takyah buat air teh tuk aku. :)

*perut dah senak layan group pose la pulak! (one big dysfunctional / happy family :) )

1. Makan
2. Makan
3. Makan

1. Sampai lambat tak sempat nak melahap sampai muntah.
(buffet 6.30 pm-10.30pm . aku sampai 9.30pm!)

tx you for the good time, people!

Dec 1, 2007

Baru abiss...

They Call Me Mad Dog! - A Story for Bitter Lonely People
(by Erika Lopez)

a weirdly cool / coolly weird little book about love, lost, revenge, lesbos, prison life and getting old (not exactly in that order!). Very raw and somewhat err.. different from the usual book i've come across so far. Not for the easily offended i must say :) Kalau nak pinjam, ckp kat Eni sebab aku pon pinjam kat dia ni.. hehe..


uisshh.. dah bulan 12 dah ruphe nyerr..!