breath in.. breath out...

i would be lying if i say i'm fine and ok... all sunshine and butterfly and all that crap.
but i will say it anyway.

I'm @#$%^ OK!


sometime how we truly feel and what we say out loud involuntarily contradict each other for reasons even Google doesnt have a clue.
Maybe if you lie to yourself long enough, it might become real.

good thing i'm a great liar.

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